Tough Choices
Life Is Full of Difficult Decisions.
In My Case, I’ve Reached A Stand Still With My Most Recent Decision.
Here’s The Choice:
Stay In a Relationship That Feel Miserable In 90 Percent Of The Time And The Most Amazing I’ve Ever Felt In The Other 10 Percent Of The Time…
OR
Take This Opportunity To Get Out While We’re Already On The Verge Of A Break-Up.
“What To Do, What To Do” Is The Only Thing Going Through My Head…
I Mean, This Boy Drives Me Insane And Makes Me MEAN (I’m NEVER mean…).
He Turns Me Into A Person That I Would Never Like To Be.
And There Are SO Many Guys Out There… But I Just Don’t Know If Any Of Them Are Capable Of Making Me Feel Like I Do In That 10 Percent Of The Time.
I Wish Someone Could Just Make Up My Mind For Me, But Nobody Knows How He Makes Me Feel.. And This Is A Big Decision For Me Right Now. It Could Determine The Outcome Of My Entire Future…
Because If I Stay With Him, It Could Either Lead To:
A Long Happy Future With Him
OR
A Miserable Existence
And If I Leave Him, It Could Result In Either:
My Happiness, And A Guy That Treats Me RIGHT
OR
Regret.
So, Until I Can Decipher My Feelings About Him And A Potential Future Without Him, I’ll Continue To Keep This Tough Choice In My Mind And Wonder “What Do I REALLY Want?” AND Is It Even Him…?
