February 2012
1 post
I DONT KNOW!
Do you ever question every choice you’ve ever made and every choice that you still have to make? I cannot decide what i want anymore, I have no idea if any of the decisions ive made in my past were any good, and i dont know what to choose now. i love them all. but whats the difference between soulmate love and friend love? i cant tell anymore. it all feels the same. maybe it is all friend...
January 2012
4 posts
Oh Joy! :]
Me: babe. am i a ten?
Boyfriend: i feel that no matter how i answer this question ill be wrong...but to me you are the most beautiful girl in the world
Me:
Escape.
I need a car. I feel trapped. depressed. irritable. pissed. ugh…
Him.
I havent had a second thought about dumping him, since the breakup almost two years ago… so why the fuck has he randomly popped back into my head?
Because as stupid as he could fucking be, I almost always knew what was going on in his head… I cant say the same for this one… Ever… :/
Sleep.
Sleep is my haven…
I used to always wonder why I’m always so tired…
Doctor said that I could be depressed but I never believed him until now.
It came to my understanding today that whenever my hopes and dreams are crushed, (because they’re always pulverized eventually)
The only thing I want to do is curl up in my bed and sleep…
To be alone with nothing but the...
December 2011
2 posts
Oh Boy.
He asked me last night if id ever forgive him if he stabbed me.
WTF, right?
My Reply: “No, I would NOT forgive you if you tried to Kill me -_-“
Him: “But your Ex Boyfriend pushed you once when he was angry and you forgave him.”
Me: “A scrapped knee vs possible death… hmm.. really?”
Him: *Angrily* ”Same difference.”
Me: “Are you mad...
November 2011
7 posts
Can't sleep.
What’s keeping me awake you ask?
Well, the fact that my boyfriend and I are yet again in a stupid might be my answer.. Or the fact that as of late I’m constantly stressed out of my mind… Or maybe I’m a psychopath? Take your pick.
Ugh...
I have no idea what I want.
But I’m easily swayed.
So just make my life simple…
Please.
Make me want nothing but you…
Tough Choices
Life Is Full of Difficult Decisions. In My Case, I’ve Reached A Stand Still With My Most Recent Decision.
Here’s The Choice:
Stay In a Relationship That Feel Miserable In 90 Percent Of The Time And The Most Amazing I’ve Ever Felt In The Other 10 Percent Of The Time… OR
Take This Opportunity To Get Out While We’re Already On The Verge Of A Break-Up.
“What To...
“hes like a good purse…”
– julina <3
:[ That moment when u realize you arent happy. *sigh*
“Id have sex with you…”
– My Best Friend. <3
Is This The End?
Seems my relationships always tend to end the same way and it just feels like this one is finally nearing its end… *sigh*
October 2011
12 posts
I Hate You.
I Hate You.
I Hate That You Make Me Hate Myself.
I Hate Me.
I Hate That You Make My Life Complicated.
I Hate Our Relationship.
I Hate That You Are So FAKE In Front Of Others.
I Hate That So Many People Think We’re The PERFECT Couple.
I Hate That I Waste So Much Time Thinking And Worrying About You.
I Hate That You Could’t Care Less.
I Hate That You Think You Know Me Better...
I live under conditions I can’t escape In...
“I want to be the girl with the most cake
I love him so much it just turns to...”
“If I was gone then would you see
Harder I try, more you wanna leave
I may seem...”
September 2011
20 posts
I wonder what life would be like if I'd never...
I'm not crazy..
You called me the one thing I refuse to be called. I’m so close to done that it’s ridiculous. As much as I love you.. I just don’t know if I can take it anymore. I left my ex because he made me feel horrible about myself. I didn’t leave him just to find the same horrid qualities in you. You think I’m crazy, I’m only crazy because you being a DICK makes me this...
Everything Comes To An End...
All things come to an end
Its so common that it’s a trend.
The sun rises in the east
And sets in the west;
A day starts with light
But ends with the night
The tide pushes the waves ashore
But nothing lasts, not anymore.
The night always arrives
And pulls back the tide.
During the day the world is bright,
But the darkness steals away the light.
Evening always fades to gray
The sun...
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Why you?
crossmyheart-and-hopetodie:
Why did I have to fall for you, out of everyone else in the world?
You’re mean, you’re closed off, you’re bitter, you’re twisted, you hate so many things.
Oh, that’s right. Because you make me happy; because you’re not like that when you’re with me; because you’re YOU when you’re with me.
1 tag
On the first page of our story The future...
Love Me Before I'm Gone.
I don’t understand how you can call someone being sweeter than you’ve ever been, tell them you love them and that they are the best thing to ever happen to you. Then turn around that night and talk to them like they’re NOTHING to you. Like they are a piece of trash you picked up off the ground to just throw back down again.
In a relationship you can’t be good to...
8 tags
crossmyheart-and-hopetodie:
Tell me it’s over...
Just Keep Breathing...
When I find everything to be miserable and I wonder how to go on, I try forget about everything and simply remember to breathe. Just keep breathing and everything will eventually turn out okay… </3
"Nothing Gold Can Stay"
Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature’s first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf’s a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay.
I read this poem SO MANY times in High School, but never before have these words had so much meaning to me. Today, I can honestly say, finally, I completely...